Fear

Well at the penultimate phase of the mumbai attacks I must say that this is just the beginning of the huge era of terrorism that has just began not only in my country, India but also in the entire world.
Would any one believe if I actually stated that the United States of America actually created the demonic face of Osama Bin Laden!Quite unbelievable, aint it!!But yes,that is very true!That super force created him to neutralize the power of the then U.S.S.R.

But what happened in Mumbai is very tragic.The death toll has reached close to 200 and the injured list keeps ticking my heartfelt salute goes out to those brave and sacrificing N.S.G. Commandos and the army who did every bit to get the matter under control as soon as possible without suffering the heavy casualties.But where were the politicians.Where was Raj Thackeray, the so called protector of the Marathis.What were the politicians doing.Did any strong comment come from them.A true word of promise.The answer is flatly NO!
It could be actually said that the underworld and the politicians are inter connected.Has a politician ever been targeted in the recent past??Nope.If that was the case how would the terrorist be funded?Anyway, these so called terrorists are used inter-changebly until they cant follow the command of the leaders.When they reach boiling points or there matters are not served they are upto doing such dasterdly deeds such as blowing up hotels!
Oh another keen observation.Any one ever wondered why Calcutta is never targeted!Its the god damn go-down, the storehouse of the terrorists.One would be very surprised as to how easy it is cross the borders.It is really fearful.The best part is no one can do a thing even though every one is definitely aware of everything.The police fear cleaning out the terrorists because their are so many of them that if one group is neutralized, the other might launch an unscathing attack that could completely blow up the whole city!IT IS A REALLY SCARY PROPOSITION.Sitting here and writing about such blatant truths is really fearful.Imaging the worst is having nightmares with your eyes open.All we can do is just hope....because that is all we can do!!

"Bhak sala, nothing's wrong with me. I am allright"....and I have a swig of beer and carry on.
But what the fuck, everything is wrong with me. Probably not everything. I am missing her a lot and there are soo many things that remind me of her.Its so hard to be away from her.But I should not be complaining because I finally got her back!YAY!i am so glad this happened, its like a new beginning for me!I love my friends and HER!But,But,But....there are quite a few things that spoil all this.My brother and his annoying mood swings at times.But he is a sweet kid and needs to mature a lot!
Oh shit, I have so much of studies to do and here I am feeling around.Somehow I try to convince that I am studying way too much than i should be but this world is ugly and mean!Nothing is ever enough.That just sucks bad.Then i have the added pressure of sitting for competitive exams.Oh god lord!How much will I have to study.Studies, the bane of our existence!I cant crib.I just have to find out ways to manage everything.Adding to all the trouble i should be started a job.Waah debu,Wah...Lagey raho!
I guess i shall manage...even though I have no clue how!!
But I miss her!!!....:(...........
Ahh...i have too many thoughts to pen down...some time later!!